I'll eat y0ur heart 0ut <3

preppycakes @ 2008-05-15T23:52:00

2008-05-16T03:57:29Z

honestly, I dont give a fuck anymore! It's complete bullshat i swear.....

Damn i was reading all my old lj entrys and it made me sad damn it i miss mike bike, megan, christina, even fucking spic and i treated all you guys like shit and im sorry but i miss you..

i get my car thursday or friday pretty fucking stoked cause saturday im driving to cape cod by my self. im excited.... I get to buy my sticker thats the only reason im going lol is the surf shop and chill on the beach and let some stress go... im stoked i cant wait to have my car and to fucking sit in it hahha lol....

blah blah thanks for being everything i knew you were. you said everything that was impossible to believe and haha i knew what you were and what you turned out... goodnight

preppycakes @ 2008-05-13T07:16:00

2008-05-13T07:20:29Z

Somethings ill never understand, as why do we love? Why do we like? Why do we have feelings? Why do we are about others? Well I've come to the conclusion I don't. The only thing I need and love is my child and my family. I don't need to waste my time on someone. Honestly I have a million and one problems I don't need theirs. I need to be grown and fix my problems before I can care about someone else. Just speaking my mind goodnight lj.

preppycakes @ 2008-05-11T21:58:00

2008-05-11T22:00:01Z

I have been going thru a lot of crap. Its all getting really old. Ill update later tho.

preppycakes @ 2008-04-27T16:51:00

2008-04-27T20:51:55Z

aughhhhhhhh im bored hahah

love you whores

otay

2008-02-20T23:14:02Z

so i just looked back on my lj days i had my live journal since i was 15 and i thought it was funny i grew up alot since then but i really didnt change i still relaly on a guy to take care of me because i cant realy on my self!!!!

im happy

2007-08-17T07:31:17Z

i got my brandnew labtop i love it its pretty and big =]]]] 17" inchs of goodness

preppycakes @ 2007-07-15T00:26:00

2007-07-15T04:27:12Z

all of you are fucking gay kthanks much love i love you bye bye

it's july 4th

2007-07-04T14:44:21Z

and i'm not doing a damn thing, but siting on my ass feeling bad for the people i hurt. but wait a minute why feel bad they hurt me more then anyone could ever.... bt ill be fin eon my own i dont need anyone but me.

but hey people who read this need to go to the club tongiht and cheer me up!

preppycakes @ 2007-06-13T16:51:00

2007-06-13T20:54:39Z

wow sometim eyou really know how to get at me! why do i let you bother me? Maybe because i still care but i shouldnt he doesnt care. I think I really liked/loved that kid. no one has treated me like that and i really do miss being taking care of. I cant believe i let you bother me. you dont even seem to care how i feel. To you im just whatever but hey i will try to get over and do my own things I dont need a guy no i need to find out who i am. I really do fuck love it never works what is love??? yeah a feeling that completly sucks and i think im done bitching about my problems im going out tonight eatng sushi then clubbin thats all i need to worry about im done cryng over you its getting me no where im a hott young girl. i dont need anyone but me

This is my blah mood

2007-05-21T00:39:36Z

I don't know how I feel. It's a very weird modd lol. I really don't like it... I want to sleep but at the same time i don't. I think i'm geting sick. yay another week of sickness I cant wait.

I met this new guy Name Andy, he's really super nice. I'm so done looking for new people i'm just going to stick wtih this one and if he doesn't work I'm the next future lesiban. ahaha i'm not kidding but we started dating yesterday. He is omg so amazing he's ..like the best thing that has happen to me yet better then any guy i've met abd he trwats me sooo well...

Anywooaloos I feel pretty retarded right now. I want coffee maybe it'll make me feel better but then again i doubt it. I haven't hung out with my friends in like a week. I think i'm done with little kid shit like yelling at people on beachside it's just getting old. maybe when sumer comes ill be back to my old self but then again maybe not... I dont enjoy going out anymore either..... whats wrong with this party girl i always want to go out but lately i dont.

I think i'm going to go to bed, or watch a movie haha i have a mini dog in my shirt i completely forgot its like a rat lol haha im done goodbye you little fuckers sooooooo long

preppycakes @ 2007-05-06T03:02:00

2007-05-06T07:04:35Z

haha i love drunk people. they are the best now i have to drive to pick up damien because he cant drive!!!! lol i cant sleep josh is over but i just dont feel like laying there anymore so now im on the computer haha my life is gay da da da im done !

preppycakes @ 2007-05-04T18:33:00

2007-05-04T22:36:49Z

yesterday to watch you turn me down and leave me for her. I cried because i care and really like you. I cried my whole way home. what a sorry sack of shit i am. why should i care so much if you dont care? Even your best fucking friend said that it was fucked up. you hurt me so bad. I felt like shit. I'm waiting but really what am i waiting on? You to stop fucking with everyone, finally when theres no on left. I'm not going to be waiting forever you know??? Please I asked you once stop playing with my heart and mind. It doesn't feel good in any means. I really care about you and want to be with you, but if you don't please tell me don't lead me on, don't play with my heart!

why

2007-05-04T22:15:16Z

omg. you have no idea how bored i am. I've been home all day. sat in this damn chair. Ihave money a car but i dont want to get up... I just moved back hme and i hate it here. i miss my old house. my old roomates my old neighbors. damn it i make the dumbest decisions. you see me on the computer so stop talking to me.. I hate it when that lady yells yells for no reason. I htink she needs medicine but she doesnt seem to think so..

I want to go out tonight. but dont feel like. i dont want to get dressed.. omg shut the fuck up lady im busy shut!!!!!!!! pleasse go outside and shut ur fucking mouth.. so im very irratied! this house makes me that way! I hate boys nothing is working out with me! I'm a bitch haha get over it! I need a boy who doesnt play with me heart!

Josh said he was never going to mess with my heart you know what he did yesterday? Katie came over completly left me for her. the night before all he was doing is baby this and babay that im never going to hurt you... I told him i ould wait until he got his trust back but why should i wait if he can talk to different girls and i cannt?? pretty fucked up? yeah i know im just the sucker who falls for the wrong guys i thought he was perfect i mean he still is. I got him a teddy bear a card and lots of other things to tell him how sorry i was. but when he did that to me I stabbed that fucking teddy bear and ran it over quite a few times!
well i think im done im going to shower!

♥ Kayla

preppycakes @ 2007-04-26T01:02:00

2007-04-26T05:03:13Z

i like this boy... not sure what he thinks or if he like me its werid i wish i could read people... but hey i cant i just have to go with the flowww hes so amazing omg this sucks im stuck on a boy

sdgfjksdfgkjasdfh fdshjkdf

2006-11-01T03:49:08Z

So yeah i haven't been on here in like forever....
My bad i'm a little myspace whore now =] isn;t evertone well
I just got my tattoo fixed......... It fucking hurt lol yeah well im outty

ooo yeah i got a new boyfriend =] he's sexy lol

Yeah

2006-08-26T02:19:54Z

well to start off my night I hung out with my boyfriend lalalla..... then his parents atre out of town and he has like these gay kids and i swear to god i could kill them they are like 14 and smoking and drinking... they are so fucking immature not cool.... but im just siting here watching them make a fool of them selves its amusing.

O well I have to work in the morning soo I'm going to bed with my boyfriend!!!
♥ Nighty night kids

preppycakes @ 2006-07-23T19:22:00

2006-07-23T23:23:34Z

omfg i havent been on this for ever hi how are you guys??? mhmmm i'm bored and myspace isnt working right now love ya bye

preppycakes @ 2006-02-22T12:34:00

2006-02-22T17:41:05Z

Well I guess I'll update now that i have nothing better to do with my time and may i please add.... Justin left me for a fat chick I mean I would have been feeling better if she was prettier and smaller then me but no she is a fat nasty bicth!!

besides that MY LIFE AS I KNOW IT IS GETTING PRETTY GOOD. I've been hanging out with scott and he's making happier then i have ever been I mean I think I love that kid!!!! I really do I wanna be with him soo bad And I love that way I feel when im with him!!

Scott your my hero I love you

-Kayla

preppycakes @ 2006-02-16T09:31:00

2006-02-16T14:32:57Z

Tattoo you like?

preppycakes @ 2006-02-16T08:24:00

2006-02-16T13:24:31Z

this girl got her tattoo yay ill tak epics later

bullshat

2006-02-15T13:44:28Z

how the fuck are you going to frunt in my face? and go behind my back and talk shit that ain't even true? I hop eyour happy with the out come your nothing but a fat ugly piece of shit one day you'll figure out hoes come before bros bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I hate you more then life it's self your nothing then a fat ugly bitch I hope your day comes soon your such a piece of shit your what 15 or something fucking a 23 year old your cool! mhmm no not really yeah i think i will be telling hte cops too carma a bitch haha

anyways other then 3 new marks on my arm i'm fine I give up giving up I'm so done with hoes and dudes!!!!!!!!1 well not dude i loeboys way to much to give them up but hoes yeah fuck that nigga

I'm seventeen!!!!!! 12 days ago

2006-01-22T16:26:24Z

Yeah, Not much going on these days. I have a job, I'm a dog groomer =]].... lol I might work at skate city, I love jam skating so it might be fun......... I'm finally 17!! woop woop My birthday was 12 days ago fucking right doggies <3.... I seen Jonmikel for like the first time in months wow... that kid looks different he has a mohawk yay... I get back in school tomorrow I start dbcc yay proud of me?

Last night i though I was going to die I felt soooo shitty bad bad bad cramps I had one whole hour of sleep I had to wake up at 600 to go to work well here how my night/morning went... but before that hour I thought if i took a bath My cramps would go away.. no It didn't but I feel asleep in my tub =[ woops. then Mike came and took me to wal-mart got a shit load of stuff for my cramps (Mind you at like 3 in the morning lol) came back to his house and watched high school musical (love the disney channel =]]) work was fun (not!) but now im siting here waiting for mike to get back.....

blah blah blah.... I'm going to shut up now and go play with dogs!!!!!!

preppycakes @ 2005-12-23T20:04:00

2005-12-24T01:07:38Z

Wow today was great I got my period and just bitched at everyone good times effin great... but now im doing better!

Earlier I WENT TO pizza hut with mike and his mommy and daddsy it was fun.. they got me a christmas present wonder what it is... they just got home! lol

anyways... Megan where did u go! sorry had to get that out we started talking again and hanging out but i have no idea what happen to us... HANNAH came back and we havent talked it sucks but oo well she'll c0me around again!!

I'm going to my house soo love ya and bye

hah one great night

2005-12-04T07:38:17Z

man wtff!!! so fucking wired :: hyper :: don't know what to do :: 2 :: fuckin ey :: thinking about watching a movie :: and amzing sex oo i got that :: ashley and adam are dating :: yay! lol :: man wtff:: did i say that :: i'm on like cloud 9 :: hah :: going to call mike :: peace the fuck out bitches ::

:: I Love Mika haha :: Michael motherfucking Bilotta :: hah we are getting married soo i'll be :: Kayla Bilotta :: haha

retard

2005-12-02T04:28:54Z

I wish people would fucking listen! take my advice it's right for you you know that! your being soo stupid and immature about shit god!!! I feel soo bad for you! your never going to change